I have a hard time to deal with it and now Back Again in 2025

Everything happens for a reason but why?

Heya!
It feels so good to be back blogging — although I’m also a bit upset because I lost all my past data 🙁
But never mind — let’s rebuild from here. Being back to blogging after hard times reminds me how healing it is to write and connect again.

To be honest, the past year has been really tough. I was just trying to hang on, and then my dad passed away. That broke me. I felt so depressed, and with everything going on in the family, I barely had time to focus on anything.

There were moments I truly felt like my life was falling apart. I tried to stay positive, but it was so hard. I cried alone, missed someone deeply, and kept thinking in the dark… wondering why things happened the way they did.
Too many questions. Too many feelings. No answers yet.

“I may have disappeared, but I never gave up.”

Still here, still breathing, still searching for clarity — even if everything feels blurry right now.

I believe everyone goes through hard times. Life isn’t always smooth — we all face unexpected challenges.
I’m 35 now, and the road ahead still feels dark and unclear. But for once, I don’t want to keep it all to myself. I used to hide my feelings or just write them down privately. But this time, I want to do things differently.

No more sad stories after this.
From now on, I’m focusing on what I love — my work, my content, and connecting with people who keep me going. Even strangers have given me strength when I needed it most. This post marks my return — back to blogging after hard times — and I hope to share more hopeful content from here on.

And now, all I want to do is Keep Going.

Life goes on, and I have so many stories I’m excited to share — about social media, digital planning, travel…
And guess what? I finally got my Nintendo Switch!
So many cute games — and I even reconnected with an new friend I used to play with!
I’m really looking forward to what’s next, and I hope you’ll stay tuned as I rebuild this blog.

Thanks so much for reading.
Have a beautiful day.
— Jerserry 🌸